  Some Poems WANDERING Walking aroung aimlessly Looking for somthing or someone Thinking,  walking,
 thinking some more Looking around,  lost like before Nothing seemed right Everything is wrong My world had become Chaos,  unstable with nothing to hold on Lost and confused Troubled nights never seemed to end Sometimes I wish My life would end My world has crumbled My life in ruins My heart has shattered My pride is broken Still I searched aimlessly For that familiar face For that friendly smile I so longed to see Life has become useless LIfe seemed so unreal So maybe,
 just maybe Life's a bitch - June 6,  2002 LOVE LOST You took him away You took him away You let him leave me All alone and led astray What have I done For you to hate me so?  What have I done That made him go?  Without his love I am nothing but a shell Hollow,  empty Dark,
 gloomy I can't feel anymore I am nothing Empty without feeling Cold and emotionless Since that day When you took him away - June 8,  2002 PAIN I am nothing I have no one An empty shell With no emotions Heart that aches Too painful to handle Lost all feelings Numb like a dead animal I lost my love He's not coming back I'm an empty shell Hollow like an old back Torment Torture Pain unimaginable I lost my love My life's meaningless now - June 9,
 2002 
