  It's time once again for letting out the present state that I am right now and let it out into a song. nbsp;  It's actually the state that I have been feeling for so long and I know that it's a long time now and everybody would be telling me to get over it but it really seems hard to do. nbsp;
 Like the song said. these wounds won't seem to heal. this pain is just too real. there's just too much that time cannot erase.  &
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 My Immortal by Evanescence &
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 I'm so tired of being here Supressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone &
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 These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase &
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 When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears And I'd held your hand through all of these years But you still have part of me &
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 You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life You left behind Your face it haunts My once past and dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me &
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 These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase &
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 When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears And I'd held your hand through all of these years But you still have part of me &
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 I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone I'm alone When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you scream I fight away all of your fears And I'd held your hand through all of these years But you still have part of me &
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 Me.
