  And My Depression is Building...So Is My Anxiety People in this office seem to think me as marble.
No feeling whatsoever. The things I do just to keep this job. I am in a verge of a nervous breakdown. I dont think I can handle this any longer. I dont even think I will last until the end of the month. I want to scream. But I dont think thats possible. One thing because the place isnt air-conditioned people will hear me outside of the building.
HohumIm really depressed. But now Im a little anxious. I honestly dont like those feelings. Anxiety and depression. Signs of stress. You might be wondering why do I have anxiety attacks and depression attacks today. Its mostly due to the fact that I saw that my boss got to the documents that need to be signed that I made. Im honestly thinking whether she would again scold me because of my English. I cant take another insult. I dont want to blow at her for all this anxiety panics that I am having. But its building and its really scary.
Im so afraid of what she might tell me if I go in her office and discuss about the documents. The pressure is building and I cant handle it. I dont know what she would be telling me. I am afraid to know as well. I am so scared. I might even get fired today. My aunt cant help me here. I am scared. Im really scared. Im not ready to lose this job. 
