  Words from a wise mage... "I will do this. Nothing in my life matters except this. No moment in my life exists except this moment. I am born in this moment and if I fail, I will die in this moment. " - Raistlin Majere at 12, Soulforge I have to open this up again.
It is such a nice quote from my favorite Dragonlance character. Determination. That's the key. When everything is so dark and bleak, a small gleam of light will pass through that small hole. Hope is there. And I hope that this time, this saying will hold true. This time, I hope and pray that something good will come out of all the bad things that has been happening in my life. 
