  I have been in a pit of despair as of late. A lot of shit things have been happening and all of them were of my own doing. I don't think at this point I will make it the rest of the year...and frankly I could care less. No I'm not gonna off myself or any stupid shit like that...instead I think that I will br off'd by our government...if they get their way I won't need to be on their rolls anymore...which is good cause I am kinda tired of my life anyway...why should I waste the oxygen 
