  Watchin Seabiscuit with my nurse Ammie. she had to step out for a minute but will be back. getting used to this whole hospital family thing. it is nice to be in a place that is like home where the people treat you well and understand that you don't always feel good and can let when you get a little mean just roll of their backs.  That is always the thing that I get the most worried about is that I am mean or snippy. I worry with it in my daily life because I want to be as good as I can.  I don't like to treat people like shit. I just don't.  I try to be as nice as possible because hey you never know when you will need that person that you are treating like shit.
 I don't like being in the hospital as far as it is a hospital. but I am getting a little used to it because it is nice that I don't have to go get things.  Everything is just brought to me. and that is K- Rad.  Well I have some reading to do and I am going to watch 2Fast 2Furious. its a suck ass movie. but I have only seen it once. so I need to watch it again.  Peace out homeskillets.
 Oh yeah I might have to back off my utter disgust and hatred of Barbera Streisand. she is evil. mecha- streisand. only because she is a Dean supporter. so in her black heart there is something that resembles life. so I no longer hate her outright ( I don't know why I hate her. it is just this knee jerk irrational feeling I have towards her. she just makes me wanna toss my cookies. but I can swallow the hate to be on the same side. and if you all only knew how hard it is to just even think about her for me. then you would get it)  Oh well.
