  Ok, this is my second post today, but I feel as if it is necessary I get this off my chest. I am forgetting about him! That's it! It is over! I am not gonna like Ryan anymore! Now, you might be thinking something to the effect of What the (insert word you would use)?!?!?!
You are a spaz!! How can you like him one day and then the next decide you want to forget about him? What happened? Well, let me explain. Today I began reviewing the facts in my mind. And reviewing fact after another, two things became blatantly clear.
1) We have little to nothing in common. 2) Even if by some miracle, we ended up dating, we would never get along in a relationship of that kind. I mean, upon first glance, it may seem as if we have lots in common...we both love writing and academic competitions...we are both in the NHS, we are both aquariuses (don't ask). But really, beyond the academic stuff, we are nothing alike and we work on different levels. My sense of humor is more...quirky and random-like while his is more the kind of humor you would find on say...that one TV channel that is meant for guys. Which is nothing bad, I think it is very funny...but I do not believe he finds mine very amusing.
Another difference would have to be how he has girls all over him, and he probably enjoys being all over girls, and I am just not like that with guys. I don't think that we would get along in this respect. I don't know...I guess I realized this today when I tried to hold a conversation with him online and we really just had nothing to say to one another. Just like when we saw each other in person. We have nothing to say to one another because I don't think we click like that. Furthermore, I am so much more of a nerd than him...he wouldn't stay with me for very long even if we did ever get together.
What is the point of holding onto a crush that is utterly pointless? I don't know why I didn't just give up on the idea altogether a long time ago. I realized these same things on the NHS fieldtrip and I just ignored them. So, thanks to myself, Dunja, and Something Corporate for inspiring me to let go of the crush. It is time I started moving on anyway, since in the fall I will probably never see him again as I will be living in Denton. Yay!
Well, this is all I have to say. Must go now. Goodbye. -Lisa 
