  Ahhhh.  so tired.  but in a way that feels so good.  for the 1st time in months I actually did some work out!  He he he.  a part of me is motivated because of a wager,
 a bet that I made with the guys from innox,  one in which we all have to lose quite some weight before the 30th of April.  pretty much we all have to arrive to our " ideal weight"  so I have to lose about 4 or 5 kilos,  that or pay an xbox for the office.
 he he he.  now I don't know if they will be able to have an xbox in the new office,  but what I am sure of is that the bet is still on,  and by that date,  some way or another,  we will all have an xbox!
 Then again,  the other part of me just wants to feel healthy.  to be able to let stress out,  sleep better at night and all those nice things about life.  I guess I can take away one hour of my day,  if it's going to give me better quality on the other 23.
 besides I can always think as I work out,  and I am realizing that thinking is one of my hobbies.  Today I felt bad again,  I went to pick my dad up,  and on the way back some man did a quick wash to our car in a stop light.  one of those that they do with some dry thing that makes it look rather clean afterwards.
 anyway,  he worked so hard,  you could see the stress in his muscles,  and so quick aswell.  he was so happy when my dad said " yes,
 go for it"  since most people didn't want him to touch his car.  Why did I feel bad?  because there I was.  looking at him.  being so happy because my dad said "
go for it"  and working so much for quite a few cash.  and me?  wondering about my life.  trying to come up with ways to make money and still enjoy my time.  devote my self to projects that would be fullfilling in a personal and financial way.
 blah,  blah,  blah.  That guy cannot afford to think of that,  he has to clean as much cars as he can to support his family!  And yet,
 I complain.  that makes me feel like trash.  I really don't know what I will end up doing.  In a way I feel that it's not only my right,  but my obligation to be happy,  to find a good profession,
 make money but aswell feel good about it.  all those things.  Like,  all that people are unhappy and working shitty jobs.  I feel in a way bad for them,  but then I feel more responsible since I have the choice,
 like I do have to pursue my dream.  I have the chance,  I have to go for it!  right?  all those people,  if they were given the opportunity that I have,
 I bet they would go for it.  now it sucks that life is not fair.  but I guess that's why I have to work hard,  to make my chance worth it,  to use the tools that were,  for some reason,
 given to me.  Oh the other hand I realize that I am a part of about 4 long term projects.  good in one way,  but I need to find a way to make money real fast.  " Fast money"
 doesn't exist.  but I need cash,  I need to be able to make a living,  and even if those projects will give money in more that a year,  I have to find something to support my self during that 1st year.  I wonder what Rich Dad would advice?
 hmmm.  no I know what he sais,  he sais " find a job"  but what you do with the money you earn makes a difference between the employee and the business man.  during the day your are an employee,
 but what you do in your " free time"  and with the money you make,  is what makes the difference.  is that it?  should I find a sort of job just to have liquid money for a while?
 but then again manage to keep all the projects going?  he he he.  craaazy.  Wow my feet are tired!  I walked so much today!  with regine (
pancho's girl)  and diego.  I had a good time with those two going downtown Guadalajara.  if they had half the good time that I did,  I bet the day was worth it for them too.  Anyway regine is pancho's girl and she's from germany,
 that's why going downtown would be appealing for her!  he he he.  Now I regret not taking more french,  since that's her 2nd language.  english is not her best,  yet we managed quite well.
 and even the language issues made the touring more fun!  you can always get good laughs because of that.  ahhhhh .  I am just babbling.  and I need to start working on a web page and a logo.  paid?
 guess what?  no!  he he he.  * cheers 
