  July 20th 2003 Sun.  Today Is My Performance Day @  Muchuan.  Supposingly She Should Be Here To Support Me And I Was All Excited.  I've Always Wanted To Sing To The Woman I Love.  Jus Pure Singing.
 To Express How I Feel For Her In Music.  Was @  Muchuan Since The Afternoon For There's A Practicin' Session With The Guys There.  And YES !  It's Confirmed !  We're Goin' To Genting !
 But Then Again.  Her Mom Fell Sick And Need To Be Admitted To The Hospital.  Sighh So Sad.  And To Think Tat While The Mom Is Still Under Observation We're Actually Leavin' To Genting To Enjoy Ourself.  Somehow I Felt Funny Bout The Thought Of It.  But Then Again.
 I've Always Been Yearnin' A Trip Let It Be Anywhere.  Jus With The Person I Love And Roam All ABout.  To Travel Into A Place Where Nobody Knows The 2 Of Us.  A Place Which Belongs To Us.  Nobody There To Disturb Us And All.  Jus The 2 Of Us.
 GUO ER REN SHI JIE Ya Know ?  Hehehehehe So I Made A Trip Down To People's Park Shoppin' Centre To A Travelin' Agency " FAMOSA"  To Book And Order The Tixs To Genting.  $ 45 Each So It'll Be $
70 For 2.  Tat's Cheap And The Best Thing Is Tat We'll Be There For 3D2N !  Yeahhh And Under Special Request We Manage To Get To Travel On The 21st NIGHT !  Which Means It's 3D3N.  Well A Night On The Coach Tat Is.  Haahah But Then Again It's So Worth It.
 To Think For Only $ 45 We'll Be Havin' So Many Days Of Fun.  Best Thing Is.  It's Jus The 2 Of US !  MUAAHAHAHAHHA Ooooo I Can't Wait !  I Can't Wait.
 So After Payin' For The Tix I Return Back To Muchuan For Further Practice.  And Yes The Big Time Has Come.  My Performance Starts From 9pm And Ends @  10pm.  I Was Really Lookin' Forward Of Seein' Her Walkin' Through The Enterance So I Kept Staring Towards The Direction.  But Then Again.
 As I Was Singing The 1st Song.  Her Msg Came In.  SHE CAN'T MAKE IT !  Said Tat She Needed To Help Zing To Paint Her Room.  I Was Like.  Ohhh It's Okay.
 Nevermind.  Next Time Lor.  But I Was Feelin' All Blue And Sad Inside.  Sigh.  I Wanted So Much For Her To Be There. I've Gotta Put On A Smile On Stage Even Though I Felt Like Sh*
t.  Hahahah Wat To Do ?  Gotta Show Professionalism Mahhhh.  And So As I Was Bout To Fin.  The 2nd Song She Came !  LOLLLLLLLLL She Bluffed Me !
 How Lydat ?  Kkekekekekeke.  Made Me Thought Tat She Won't Be HEre.  Gr. r. r.
r. rrr And Guess Wat ?  She Brought Shenny Along !  LOLLLL Tat's My 1st Official Meetin' With Shenny.  Only Heard Her Through The Phone.  So My Mood Got Better.
 ALOTTTTTT Ehehehe.  So As I Was Singing I'll Always Peep Over To See Her Or Give Her The 512 Hand Signal !  Kekeke And Shenny Was Like Cannot Take It Ler !  Either She'll Turn Away Or Jus Laugh/ Giggle Hehehehe And So After Singing All The Songs The Audience Dedicated I Finally Sang Some Songs I'll Always Wanted To Sing To Her.  Perhaps She Never Heard 'Em B4 But It Sure Means Alot To Me.
 To Have Her There Listenin'.  I Love You Sweetie !  And So After Singing We Chatted For Awhile Because Shenny Was Hungry.  So They Ordered Some Snacks * Crispy Chicken I Still Remember*  HEhehe And After Everything We LEft As It Was Gettin' Late Lerrr And Shenny Has School Tomorrow.
 Ohhh And I Forgot To Bring My Digi Cam Along For Her.  So I Suggested Tat We MAke A Trip To My Place B4 Sendin' Her Back As I Live Nearby And So We Made Our Way Towards The Clark Quay MRT Station.  Hahahah I Tell Ya Shenny Is So Funny &  Weird.  She Kept Walkin' Either Behind Us Or Far Towards The LEft.  Hahahaha I HAve No IDea Why She Does Tat But It Made Me Felt Awkward Hehehe And So We Reached The MRT And Her Dad Called And Scolded Her For BRinging Shenny Out And Not Makin' It A Point To Bring Her Back Home Early For Shenny Has School The Next Followin' Day.
 I Can See The Change In Her Expression When She Put The Phone Down.  HEr Eyes Was All Watery Already!  GOSHHH How LYDAT ?  My Heart ACHES So Much.  To See Her In Tat State.  She Din't Even Wanna Talk To Me !
 Not Even Look.  Aw. w. w.  Sweetie.  I'm Sorry.
 Shouldn't Had Asked You Over To Listen To My Performance.  Now See Wat Happened.  Sighhh.  Why I Always Make HEr So Sad One ?  I'm Such A Lousy Bf.  ;
 I Held Her Hands Assurin' Everything's Gonna Be Okay.  Dun Worry.  Daddy's Only Worried.  After Much Consoling She Felt Better.  Cracked A Few Jokes And Again I Saw Tat Most Amazin' Smile.  And So I Called My 2nd Bro On The Phone And Asked Him To Bring The Digi Cam Down To The MRT For Me So We Could Save Time.
 And Yes It's The 1st Time She's Seein' My Brother !  Same Goes To Shenny!  Hahahahaha I'm Tellin' Ya They're Gonna Be So Shocked By The Difference Between Us Hehehe And They DID !  Hehehehe She Kept Tellin' Me My Bro Is Much More Handsome.  GOT MEHHHHH ?  Hehhe Well So After Gettin' The Digi Cam I Walked 'Em Out To Get A Cab Back Home.
 I Wanted To Send Her Back But She Insisted Tat She'll Go Back Alone.  Didn't Wan Her To Be Angry.  I Finally Gave Into Her IDea Of Goin' Back With Shenny.  So I Jus Stuff $ 10 To Her For The Cab.  Although We Only Met Up For Like 3 Hrs But It Really Meant Alot To Me.
 Every Min Every Sec I Spent With Her Are All So Precious.  I LovE You Sweetie.  And Nothings Gonna Stop Me From Lovin' You More Each Day !
