  *Shruggz* I can't think of a title, I'm too lazy at the moment. I don't really have a reason for updating, I just got really bored and yeah, here i am. I realized I don't update this very much anymore. I really should. I also noticed that I have a lot of journals!
a couple are like brand new and have never been written in, but yeah, its pretty crazy. Stupid teachers creating evil life-long habits! I should collect all of my journals up man, and like keep em in a box or sumthin so when i get all old and wrinkly i can take em out and literally re-live my childhood!! i like my idea!! coz like, ive got my teddy bear one that had a lock on it but the lock broke, ive got my kitty one, ive got myhorseback riding one, ive got a couple just loose sheets of paper, ive got my current one, and ive got *counts in head* at least another 4 that are still empty!
lol. i get ones that look cool or have lots of paper. The only thing is i dont get as much of a chnce to write things down in the other ones as i do here coz im online all the time or out with friends. i also write more personal stuff in diaries because yeah, no one's ever gonna see em cept me. I wish I could write in them more often though, I think I'm going to start literally setting aside an hour or something before I go to bed just to write about my day or about the week, so that I at least write regularly, even if not often. Writing has always helped me. That and listening to music or screaming out the lyrics, depending on if I'm upset or angry. People think I'm strange for that, but I'm not really, I like a lot of the messages in songs, and others i love the beat or the anger because it helps me work mine out.
I write a lot of poetry too, I should copy all of mine off of my computer and my website and throw it in one of my other journals thats not being used yet and it could be my poetry journal! This is like a project for me to do over the summer man! then id be able to write down like, all of my poetry, even what's not on my site and it wouldn't take up computer memory, which i desperately need.
i can also pick and choose what i want on my site...this ideas gettin better and better!!!
lol.
i dont know, i think im the only one who posts a blog entry about journals *shruggz* hehe, matts gonna be scared. to him i am the "butterfly effect person" because everyone knows everyone because of me. so he doesnt want me reading my journals, like, ever because hes scared that hes going to wake up one morning and be married to micheal jackson, lol. (this makes more sense if uve seen the movie). but yeah, i plan on reading them all when im older, hehehe *grins evilly*. so matt, ill let u live out this life, then read the journals and ull be married to micheal jackson!! then ill live that life out and then ill read em again and ull be married to cher!! (ohh, im mean! !=D) then ill live that out and read them again and ull end up with like *tries to think of an ugly person* *light bulb springs up on top of head....grins evilly* then ull wake up married to someone like Justin Timberlake, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! and then since u survived all the tourchure, ill read my journals again and let u end up with elisha cuthbert (did i spell her name right this time??).
see? im not such a mean old troll after all, am i now? =P I'll have to remember this idea sometime like next month after exams are over! it'll be a good way to pass the time till summer school starts up. anywayz, i don't really have anything else to say, so i shall be going now! Ttyl, luvz yaz!! Buh byez! 
