  AFTERNOON MUSINGS It's official. I have ennui today. No two ways around it. I have a feeling of weariness and dissatisfaction. Almost what Carlos Casta called "a separate reality". I am not saying I feel bad, just not good. BlasHard to describe. I look out my window and see a woman painting pictures around the doorway of the preschool next door. It's a beautiful day - in the mid-70's - and even though I am not fond of what she is painting (a nautical theme) I really, really envy her right now. I would love to be painting outside. 
