  Alone My world fell apart today, With tears streaming down my face. And I couldnt stand on my own, But I was standing alone. I cried alone. You promised me youd always stand Beside me when I need a hand. Yet Im crying to an empty sky, Because today you passed me by.
Am I supposed to trust, Trust the one whos turned away? Did you know you ignored, Ignored me on my hardest day? Im crying alone. Calling out your given name, You dont come and I cant blame. I never should have believed, Should have known youd leave. I dont want to believe in my heart, That your promise has broken apart. But for now Ill suffer on, Trying to stand on my own.
Ill cry alone. Okay, so i'm currently trying to get what Casey told me last night, which was, and i quote "it's so obvious he's like madly in love with you" about Joel. Now I am fully aware that the two of us are close(me and Joel, although i'm close to kairsie too) but in love with me? After hearing about a few comments? i coulda sworn we were talking about how great my friends were and then that came out of left field... Waaaaaah, you people thrive upon confusing me!!!!
And of course tackle ultimate frisbee monday kicked ass. it was soooo much fun. Okay, so my neck feels like it was snapped, and i have a few lil bruises... but so does everyone else so eh, not a biggy. And my downstairs neighbor, la bruja mejor, she moved out today with her bratty lil daughter, locking EVERY possible entrance to her apartment(including our basement door) turning on every electrical thing in the apartment, and turning OFF the heater... My house feels like a fridge, but it'll be better in a few hours.
The landlord drove to her new house and demanded she drive here and turn off her crap and turn on the heater and give us a set of the keys. it was great. things to think about every day of my life, and twenty thousand extra today... c'est la vie . i'll live, i always have... it'd be nice to keep thattrend going. 
