  OMG I never thought i would say this,  but i am so unbeleivably happy to have rochelle as a friend.  Wiht everyone trying to talk to me and have me help them at once,  during biology. i couldnt take it. i came so close to just beaking.
and rochelle. she was just like. leave her alone NOW. and i really needed that right then. and its just soo much dtress. but not all from one source.
 its helping my friends with their problems,  school work,  class,  church,  my mom,  my sister,
 dating,  friends,  life. but most of it is too many activities,  not letting me concetrate on the other stuff,  and not letting me breath,
 and think about life. I'm going to have to drop some of it,  i know that now. art club's gonna go. so's library club. and as much as i never thought it would,
 girl scouts is going to have to go. so maybe i dont go to england in 2 years. but its sure as heck better than some of my other alternatives right now.  .  and. yeah.
i just need to unwind,  and sleeping in tomorrow morning sounds great. but i have to get laundry done,  and clean part of the bathroom. who knows anymore. maybe i'll just sleep til 2 30,
 and get up in time to get ready for the movie with my friends.
