  managed to type a few new sections of Life led... bored out of my *&%$@!#^($% mind... i havent talked to anyone outside or family eccpet for ashley today... i think i'm going to go crazy.... or maybe i already am... all i know is i weas thinking the other day, about how all of my friends have all this stress and stuff going on in their lives... some of them arent strong enough to take extra problems, and the ones who can... don't understand and arent around to talk to.... life sux. and this is me in the christmas spirit... with a little sister who wont fucking shut up and i'm going to kill the annoying little brat if she doesnt learn to close her mouth!!!!!!!!!!! twenty four hours a day, every day, and they say that christmas vacation is supposed to be restful!!!
i cant wait to get the hell back to school! i HATE my life! God, can't i have one WEEK of relaxation? My nerves are SHOT. My patience is SHOT. and all i ever listen to are complaints. i'm going to go sit in a corner and rock quietly. i wonder how long until someone notices? what am i kidding, the minute someone has a problem they'll come find me... 
