  maybe one of the reasons why i feel so uncertain with my life right now is mainly because i don't have a stable job yet. or i still can't decide for myself what i really,  really wanted to do. with regards to my career that is) i don't know what im going to do for the next three years of my life. why three?
coz i'll be thirty by then and usually when you're in your thirties its not that easy to find work. companies would prefer fresh graduates over the " thirties bunch"  i also felt frustrated because after all the schooling i did for my course in education,  i won't be able to take the board exams this august. why?
because of the discrepancy in my birth certificate. seeeshh! mom also confirmed that since im a commerce graduate, i have to take the MATH specialization ( which i really refuse to take) unless ofcourse,
 i take additional classes or so in english ( which means expenses again) i MIGHT be able to get the board exams next year. yup! there is only one teachers' board every year. and that means i have to wait another year!
depressing. frustrating! grrr!  this week. is judgement week for me. if i dont get 18%
 for my stats. sigh! i will be kicked out. sob! sob! and to think i already love RMH!
but well. AT& T decides our fate in this case.  sad. sad. 0 
