  ::: WELL THATS IT ::: Well I guess this is the end of a very odd year. Lets recap what I learned this year. People want me to feel, I don't feel. I'm not a fuzzy lady, I very rarely get fuzzy feelings and I lack the ability to communicate my fuzzy feelings. Maybe next year I'll have the ability to share a fuzzy feeling with friends. I did not know women could have morning wood why did it have to happen 48 hours into a porn free life. I'll just have to deal. I know why I don't like rap music it's a nurture thing. I'll try and get over that next year.
I'm now surrounded by pandas and yet I'm the only one with a pink umbrella. Wallimeter (teddy bear), velvety bear, and banana poking monkey said happy new year. I have no idea what I should do next year if anyone has any ideas please pass them on. (i.e. hobbies, books I should read, places to travel, walls I could spray paint on, just cool things all around) I've gone back to worrying about where cheryl(5'3" blond hair looks like a little boy) is.
:( My old friends have all but disappeared I have no one left from the original cast and crew. ick I'm always open to advice so feel free to give. It was a good year all and all I got to travel with friends and go to places I have never been before I love it so much. Even though I got really sick for like 2 and a half months I got better and I feel good I got back in school and my brother offered to help me with my money problems. So I guess that's it for 2003. Love and happiness Peace and blessings Randy (Angry dyke) 
