  ::: Whoa ::: Sitting outside of Mag's blogger waiting for updates. I need to get a love life of my own hell I'm starting to live vicariously through Mags too.
Well I am going to get a love life of my own I am tired of living in my little shell of security avoiding the usual dating mishaps. I (um) am going to ask someone out on a date, even when I know the person is going to say yes I still get really nervous. You have to have a plan I don't want one of those dates where we end up at her house naked I've had those they never lead to anything good.
I could just make several trips out of town to fill that need for intimacy and that's always good. I'm working my ass off at the video store trying to pay bills and get some money together to buy the van of my dreams oh the road trips I will take in her. :) Well I'm off to my odd odd life full of secrets and well porn. :/ I don't wanna goda schkool :( (The totally insane and confused) Randy 
