  I'm stressing out tonight. Got a call from John Dorrance and I need to clear up another collections account and the settled accounts possibly aren't good enough. Jeeze. I'm going to move in completely broke. I wish my Dad would come through with some cash.
I shared tonight about Casey leaving me a message and how that has been making me crazy. I really needed to get that off my chest. Deaton bought a new car today. It's really pretty. I'm excited for him. He still sounds like he's full of shit when he shares but I guess that won't change. I don't ever hear any buck naked honesty or maybe he really is that healthy. He's sure proud of himself for sponsoring JP. What an ego trip that has been for him. Talks about it nonstop. I've totally cashed out my mutual funds and that feels sort of scarry.
I'm really in this deal and it's scarry to be so close to the edge with no safety net. I've got to get a part-time job. I need to get off my ass and call the Texans. 
