  You know sometimes i wish i hadn't even been born into this family. Sometimes. I love them all, but when we're all together its chaos. At least between my parents. They divorced when i was five, then got remarried about eight years ago then divorced AGAIN a year ago. And all the while quiet little caleb stands by idly and watches it all in perfect detail. I was so tired of the fights. Always fighting, yelling, crying, screaming. My sister, whitney 18 years old now, and i used to huddle up in her room to comfort each other. There were holes in doors and other broken things along with our spirits. Josh, now 23, was lucky he only had to deal with one divorce at least living through it. Im 16 now and i don't show it, but it hurts. Its always there in the back of my mind. Sometimed i just want to cry, but i realize its uslessness. I love my family very much, but when my parents get together its not fun. 
