  i lost it today. i duno what happend. i was angry. i was pissed. i snapped. i havent hit my wall or hurt myself in a long time.
i dont even remember when. but today i snapped. it hurt. but it felt good. i duno. am i a freak?
i felt relieved. all the anger i had stored in me just let loose. then i did sumthing kidna stupid. i called leo. i thought i could talk to him about it. but i guess we didnt see it the same.
i mean...i called him before i called my best friend. whats wrong wit me?? maybe i hit my head against teh wall to many times... but then theres chris simmons. hes a sweetheart. i think im starting to like him. but i duno.
i kinda just broke up wit leo. and yeah. but like... thats is..im not going out wit him anymore. i dont know. raar. 
