  well....the weather this summer sucks. this whole week i have been down to the beach like four times.. to see my aunt and what not. but did we actually end up at the beach? no. why not? BECAUSE THE WEATHER SUCKS... so im a little more than upset. i ahve drivers ed this week, whihc means no beach days there either. oh wellll........... my family has officially gone insane.
now that my grandmother has been staying with us off and on. everything is crazy! i am making tons of money from all the babysitting... like tomorrow i am babysitting from 6-5 for some people. and then going straight from there to the other people to babysit at night. so tomorrows shot for anything too. oh and of course, the money is fabulous but i always end up losing at least 10 bucks a week. like i think i left it outside while meg n i were weeding last night.... ah well.
this journal is really turning into a place for me to complain. im really not such a negative person. back to complaining... ask me how single i am? SO SINGLE... its really a record for me. it'll be a year in september that i have not had a real mutual relationship. yes i meant to use mutual there. i dont know if thats a good thing... or not. it could be good because im more picky? or worse because im just not one of those good apples anymore. i have kisssed any hopes of ending this pathedic record goodbye. right now my "prospects" are at 0.... but i dont think about it.... can you tell its not a big concern...? sure its not. 
