  SO tonight i have heard from some of the people closest to me that i'm a brat, i'm a slut, and that im not a good friend. all from separate "friends" mind you. So, to defend myself... i am NOT a brat dammit, slut or bad friend. phew. now i feel better.. well actually. i have realized that i am the biggest push over EVER.
i just dont have a reaction to anything. and i can never say no. even if someone asks me to hang out... and i dont want to... i'll say yes and then just make up a last minute excuse. (not that i did that to you... i was telling the truth). but whatever i dont even feel like elaborating any more of my problems.
so today my gram n i were chillin, ya know cuz we down like that n all. and i put my pink bandana on her... just to be cute. so at this point.. i definitely cannot take this woman seriously. but we start talking and she gives me a sex talk. in her pink bandana. and i cant help but laugh. she takes my laughing as immaturity and insists on telling my father that i am not serious about "sexual safety precautions". i mean, could someone please shoot me in the head? another sex talk from my mom, dad or fuckin grandma and i will seriously go on a prostitution spree for the sole purpose of SPITE. anyway im out of here.....(i was serious about the hooker thing, throw some prices at me) 
