  so my weekend was okay considering i was grounded and all. saw JOHN MAYER last night. okay it was amazing.
he was wonderful. i went crazy. right there, right then, i would never have thought twice about having sex with him on stage in front of the whole place. he was fabulous. and that is something that i wouldnt do with just anyone. well anyone at all really. dont give me shit about john mayer either(every male i happen to associate with) if you were at that concert, you would feel the same exact way as i did.
and do. i love how i can feel so happy at like 4 pm, and then once 7 rolls around i become angry and upset at almost everything. maybe the series of events in between have something to do with my mood changing. but its crAZY how i could be so sure of something one minute and so unsure the next.
boys boys boys. if your name is not john mayer i want nothing to do with you. unless you're a nice guy. but if you're reading this thinking you are one of the nice guys, you're not. OKAY boys totally writing off all commitment and relationships "for the rest of high school" is becoming a commonality among guys around these here parts. see what crazy bitch girls do? they ruin you. i mean am i the only one picking up on it? not that i want any of you commitment fearing losers, but if i did there would be a problem.
but i think i speak on behalf of all girls wanting an unattainable man when i say, dont forget about the rest of the girl world because of one bad relationship. i mean come on, if you really like a girl why should anything stand in your way from dating her? i think that the whole not wanting a girlfriend while im in high school thing is just a popular excuse for --i really dont like you hunny-- so taking that into careful consideration, i think all you non-relationship losers are just cowards who cant be straight forward with the girls that like you.
this was inspired by a conversation i had tonight, you know who you are, but it really doesnt have any personal meanings at all, because i dont like boys. you for instance, i love, but dont like. or want a relationship with, so... dont get all worried on me. just something i noticed.. 
