  Hey everyone Well I think this is the first weekend in about 3- 4 weekends that I * haven't*  been in a doctor's office/ ER/ Hospital so I figured I'd sortta celebrate and post.
 So the ineptitude ( SP?  of my own doctor continues to wonder and frustrate me -  I could go on forever about him but I won't because I'm trying to have a somewhat good day after a pretty sucky night :  well I had an endoscopy last weekend -  nothing,
 Thursday I had a nuclear study that knocked me out for the rest of the day -  results still pending.  No one says I can't eat and even I don't say I can't eat -  I can eat,  but I just become violently ill afterwards,  I am really afraid it's some sort of undiscovered cancer that will be found in me because everyone *
everyone*  in my family dies from some sort of cancer -  the last person to die of just good ol' natural ol' age in my family occured back in 1982 -  everyone else since then has died of some sort of cancer,  my doctor told me I'm too young for it to be stomach cancer but then again it is * my*
 doctor who said it and I have no faith in him.  So much blood work,  I've gotten blood drawn just about 2 times per week this last month and if it's not blood it's IV's and my hands are bruised and sore :  did I mention mid- terms are next week yet?  Leslie:
 I thought about you most of the night,  I hope that Roy feels a little better by the call- in tonight or at least can hold out a little while longer -  you know,  I had no batting practice dreams like you did but it was weird,  I had some sort of funky cross-
over dream with you,  a Fox reporter,  me,  my trainer and Natalie.  Melissa:  Yay yay so good to talk to you yesterday :
 you * must*  come to the blog more often but I can't exactly tell you what to do w/  the blog I mean look at how I am sometimes ; p I never got to ask you but were you intrested in joining me and Natalie's fact finding quest?  Natalie:
 My fellow plane chicken no.  1 girl ;  I saw your away message yesterday but didn't get a chance to leave you a sassy lil' away message or e- mail :  I shall make it up to you though this weekend :  Alright that's it for me again for a while -
 everyone take care until I get back.
