  Definition What's my definition? What am I about? What's my life about? My life is so boring altogether. Do I have a hobby? Do I have a best friend? Do I have someone that I'm really close to? Do I have a regular interest that occupies my time?
I can say no to all these answers. Maybe my sister is right. My defintion is me. I spend all the time worrying about myself and how people will look at me. I cannot enjoy anything, cause I'm always worrying about myself. I love to plan. I plan what I'm going to do tomorrow, next week, next month of even far into the future. And what do I do tomorrow? I plan for the day after tomorrow! How exciting! (sarcastically) I do not know how to describe my day.
I've been feeling odd lately. I've been thinking much more and it's always nothing good. And I get this chill running down from my chest to my stomach, just exactly what I'm going thru now and throughout the day too. Argh... Words to describe my day: Odd, sad, tearful, happy, useless, reflective, misfit, destructive, lame, futuristic, uncomfortable, rainy, boring, sleepy. 
