  i wake up this morning, and reach this terrible realization: i am addicted to the internet i miss blogging. how very strange. do not take this as some sort of a sign that i will return to blogging like... a normal person with a blog?
i do not know. you must never forget that i am lazy and uninspired at the best of times. maybe this is just due to PMS and thus the evilty of hormones are the blame for this moment of enlightenment. incidentally, I hate PMS. why, for a period lasting what, four days? is there a two-week suffering period before it? cramps, hating everyone, and the general desire to kill rank among some of the more pleasant symptoms. and to make it worse, I had to return work today. i have come to the realization that there is nothing positive about the insurance industry. the work sucks, the carriers suck, the clients suck, the people who dont suck youd probably rather see somewhere else, anyway. and what is the point of all this misery, over-working, stress, etc, etc? to get another promotion and work your ass off there as well.
so that you can get a big house and more bills, so that you have to work even harder the following year just to keep up? what's the fucking point?! theres my rant of the month. Come back next month, same time, same negativity! ugh. 7 more days . and counting... i miss him so fucking much. *sniffle* 
