  today was a special day. not only did i get my wonderful husband to take me shoe shopping (i NEVER thought that day would come, haha) but - we also had jordana's first doctor appointment. She is doing well. She gained a little weigt and grew a little height wise. She is completely "normal" as far as all of that goes. I never imagined that a child of mine would be called "normal". haha. I won't get to used to that, promise.
Anyway, at the doctors office we discovered that she has a little infection in her cord. it was bleeding red when the doctor pulled on it.. and she started crying. then, the doctor did something to help it heal and I started crying louder than Jordana. Seeing her in pain nearly broke me into a thousand bits. Who knew it was possible to love anything so much. My heart hurts when she cries. 
