  I miss you. You are funny, sweet, sexy, hard-working, smart, caring, and much much more; you are the best thing to happen to me in Rochester, and for it all to end so suddenly--to have to move away, and to do it without you--is painful. It hurts so much. The pain in my heart is unbearable. I miss lying in your arms. I miss being with you.
I'm so sorry and upset that things couldn't work out, because I could see myself with you for years to come. I doubt you see the same in me. But, you'll find someone who is right for you, or at least have experiences trying. If you don't find someone, or if your new experiences bring you back my way, just know that I will still be here, hanging onto your every word said, your smiles, your laughs, our experiences.
I can't throw them out and into the past. They are a permanent part of me that I don't want to go away. You are a permantent part of me. So I will be here, still clutching our experience, and ready to have more. Despite all this pain and anguish, I would do it again, and I hope that you would too. 
