  Finally mellowing out from all that anxiety. Yiiiiiiiick. I hate those uncontrollable anxious moments that flare up for no reason, or really stupid reasons.
It's so hard to explain to some people, without them thinking your some sort of dysfunctional loser with some mental and emotional defect. You get stuck in a cycle of wanting them to understand and show some compassion, but not come off as some maniac. So yea people, show some compassion, and don't worry about that other crap, I assure you I'm not a maniac.
lol. And to those of you who do already, thanks, and I apolgize that it sometimes throws me off guard, I'm just not used to people actually caring and saying so outwardly. But that's nice, and much more healthy for all involved. Soon enough someone will come along, Jason, soon enough. Something I forgot to mention in the last few depressing posts that urlLink Flint will be living with me come Aug 1. Yay!! I can't wait to move...down one floor. 
