  Yea, so I'll post tonight instead of tomorrow morning at work, as I have stuff I should do right when I get to work. Bleh. The rest of work (from my earlier post) went fine. TGY stopped by as I begged (ok, all I had to do was ask) him to put an event in the Get Out section of the newspaper.
Apparently he passed my boss on the way out, and he came over and the conversation went something like: Boss: So is the CT doing a lot of stories on the Dean of Students Office? Me: Umm, no, why? *puzzled look* Boss: Well I see Taylor was here again. *smartass, "I know something" smirk* Me: Ah, well, he was here for Fashionably Late event information. The CT never does stories on this office [sarcasm]. Yea, that's all I need, a rumor at work. Anyway, the rest of work went fine.
Enjoyed a very quick unscheduled lunch with TGY, and then back to the daily grind. Moved my cubicle so it was better placed by the door. Yes, the whole cubicle. Hopefully now I can catch more people as they come through the door and before they are already in my various boss' offices. After work I had my eye exam. It went fine, although the guy fitted me with less-powerful lenses than what I had, even though he had my previous prescription.
Why would you even do that? I still couldn't see. Stupid. Anyway, now we're back to my same ol' prescription, but now with contacts that are one-month disposable, and they are actually more comfortable than my previous two-week disposable. Very nice. No plans for the evening, but lots of random things have been happening lately, and that's nice. I'm tired of a dark cloud hanging over me; I feel like I've moved on very far from a month ago, and even further than 2 months ago, but I feel stagnant and unable to move any more because of this dark cloud. As if I have gone as far as I can in this storm, and I just want out of it and onto those sunnier times, hopefully with you as a small part of my life.
This unresolved friendship--the anger, the mistrust, the communication issues, the hurt, the pain, among other things--where your friendship was in my heart, now is loneliness and nothingness that will always be there while you are away. I know we can do better than we did; we know what worked and what didn't; we both allow me to build that trust.
I won't disappoint you. I know I've said this all before, I just need to get it off my chest occasionally, so to the 2 of you that read (and obviously not the ones that need this), thanks for putting up with that paragraph. hehe Current Mood: Happy, but sick of the rain from this f-ing dark cloud Current Music: Saves the Day - Tomorrow Too Late (concert?
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