  I think of something I did this morning that reminded me of mark, and I start laughing. Loud. Lilly comes in and asks what's so funny. I don't know. She starts laughing too. We just laugh. I start singing a song my sister wrote. It's so beautiful. Ask her about it, she'll send you a copy. It makes me think of...well... the past. People I've ended up hurting, while only trying to save them from myself. It made me cry. Me. Cry. Could it be that I am fixed? 
