  Oy vey, no food or money today. At school, lunchtime, no lunch, very sad, very hungry. ::Sob:: I guess I should not have put all that money in that drawer just to hoard it from my mum. Heh, karma, man, it's been kicking my ass all month. I reeeeeaally hope Dcik gets my yearbook today. I want it signed by as mnay people as possible so I can have a false sense of popularity.
Weak me. Ah well. I cannot wait to return to Reno and see everyone again. Yay!! I'm going to get so bored this summer. I bet I'll wear out every one of my plans within a week or two.
At least there will be the fitness goal to continuously work toward. KUNG FUCKING FU BABY!!! Lol tis my little thoughts that make me seem weird and idiotic. Life shall continue when I return to my love. I have figured things out... Kung Fu=my life, I will not have not done Kung Fu for 6 monthes when I go back to it, therefore I have lost 6 monthes of my life. Grr.
The experience living here has been a complex formula of hate, depression, intigue, and sorrow. Note: 1/4 of the mix is positive. I conclude that this past time has not been worth it. I choose not to sulk, by gum. I shall take what I have learned here to expand my sense of being. I have learned something about myself.
Many things actually. I cannot survive without my friends or Kung Fu. Whether I can survive with one and not the other has yet to be determined. I also learned that I fear people if I have no one to go to. In other words I need at least one good friend to turn to when the rest of the world hates me. Lastly, I need to stay fit.
I get depressed when I am not sleek and energetic like I used to be. My plan: Return to Reno-get GF to buy me a membership to 24 hour fitness-make nice with the body builders so they help me become one (Females who body build without steroids DO NOT end up looking like men...got that?!? What knowledge can do...uninformed assholes...) then I can be all "I are Superwoman!! Don't fuck with me unless I say so! " Hehe...Me and my crazy ideas. 
