  It is 2:51 in the morning. Let this teach me to sleep in the afternoon...again. Why am I subjected to this? WHY? I just wanted to sleep. It seems, however, that there is some force bent on keeping me from that particular desire. I say to that force, "Let me fuckin' sleep! " why why why why why! This isn't fair. The moment I go back to bed and TRY to sleep I'll get uncomfortable and restless. There's no point in trying. I think I'll have some juice... yes juice. If I stay awake all night I wonder what tomorrow will be like? Mom is driving Jana to school...yay...If I don't sleep I'll be high, high on lack of sleep, I've done it before.
oh, if only the school gave a shit about the individual student. "I haven't slept for eight days" "Well, you could have gotten some homework done. " Thanks teach, I appreciate your attempt at learnin me wut the world is lyk. Fuck off, all of you bastards! Damn school, dammit dammit dammit. If it weren't for school I would probably be asleep. dammit dammit. Ahh!
juice... 
