  Welcome to my idiotic life. I hear one thing, I see another, and I'm more confused than when I started.
I think I'll just curl into the fetal position and die now. How could anyone be so stupid? How can I be so stupid? If you cared about someone, would you immediately start seeing someone else? Especially if the former were still interested in you, but circumstances had changed? Would you try to work around it? I have so many questions, no answers, and a headache from hell.
I know I just need to forget about everything and move on, but I can't. I still see him every day. And I see him hanging out with her. Which makes me jealous. I wish that I could sit next to him at chow again. Why is this so difficult??
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