  I made the trip to Washington and back in once piece. It was a long journey, and I kept a journal of those days on the road. I will type this journal up and post it on here shortly. So I wont talk about the trip this post. Meanwhile back at home things are going alright. I have gotten my credit card paid off, even finished a few models on the side.
I started redesigning my website as some of you can tell, in the end it should look much like this page does now. Note, you should now have the option to leave comments to each of my posts, assuming this whole thing works. If not, oh well. :P I am getting ready to move and thinking about doors that have opened to me in the past month. I now have 3 options where to live when I move, I haven't decided on one yet though. You might ask, why am I being lazy about it? Why haven't I decided yet? Well there is a 4th option, one which I haven't mentioned to many people. I have been offered a job in Denver, doing webpage design for a professional company out there. In fact its a far better paying job than what I have here (about 40k a year), I would have to interview for it, and certainly there is no 100% guarantee that I will get the job. If I did, it would be an opportunity to get out of the state for a while and make a decient living. The problem however is if I am sure I want to leave or not, fear on my part. I know Katie lives in Denver and she is not the reason I would move, this is just an oddly timed coincidence. However I can't claim that I don't think about living closer to her like this, because it crosses my mind constantly.
Mostly, I wonder what would happen if I lived that close, not to me, but to her. I think my fears stem from the possibility of upsetting her by moving there potentially or possibly in someway making things difficult for her by me being nearby. Most of you know I worry about things to much, and I am nutorious for overthinking things in life around me. For all intents and purposes things very well may just be fine and I might get to see her from time to time.
But then, there is the second problem.. What happens to everyone here that I'd leave behind? Would everyone be alright? How would Sarah, Jeni, Keven, Johnny and others react to my leave? Part of me knows deep down inside that I need to leave for a while, to see the world, new people and places. I've lived here so long its engrained in my heart, all of the things here, things I wish I could take with me.
Ultimatly it comes down to what is going to be best for me, and right now I can't decide, I am close to leaning either way. So I am asking those of you who read this, what should I do? Assuming the comments bit works, leave me a comment and give me your advice. 
