  I was in a hotel in Midland, Texas that was so bad that I wouldn't take my shoes off. The carpet was nasty!! I had to make a speech today. I am so out of practice. My knees were literally shaking. We were at a sales meeting today with about 70 other people.
I thought we were going to speak as a group, but the leader singled me out and made me speak, totally unprepared. I think it was because I was the new girl or something. I burst into tears immediately afterwards for no apparent reason. I NEVER do that. I may cry a lot in my own home..but NOT in those situations. Of course my co-worker, Kelly, made it worse because she kept saying how our general manager must have it in for me and set me up.
It was totally weird and I'm not explaining it correctly. I'm now totally embarassed even though Kelly says no one saw me bawling. I wish I could figure out why I do the things I do at times. 
