  Chains Bound by the chains of my iniquity, I've had no luck with serendipity, I live my life wallowing in pity. Sitting by the ruins of impending doom, my life has been full of darkness and gloom, it's not something you can sweep up with a broom, the pieces too big for a vacuum. I've listened to the tales of peaceful bliss, but fate has not dealt me the fatal kiss, that will let me die without facing this.
I've hidden so much, i cannot carry on, until it's dealt with there will be no new dawn, no new chapter of my life, no way i can move on, I've decided I'm going to do my best, to put myself fully to the test, i know it won't be easy, but I have no regrets. There is not going to be an easy way out, no bribe i can make to a person with clout, noo easy road without a doubt. This is a poem I wrote when I was somewhat depressed and it won me a contest and was published in a magazine. There are a lot of things in life that I've had to deal with and it hasn't been an easy road, but things are slowly, but surely starting to come together.
I promised that i would post "my story" and I will at some point, i just need to do some thinking and praying about all this.I don't yet know if I am ready to publish some of the details, but I will hopefully be able to bring myself to that point sometime soon. Beatific Man and I had a good day today, we went to Canmore and had supper and had a view of the Three Sisters Mountain from the restaurant we ate at. I wanted to get pictures, but neglected to ask a friend, who drove us out there, if he would bring his digital camera. Anyway I think I'm done for now, but there is more forthcoming. 
