  well, i am single. geoff said, if we were going to continue our relationship, i couldnt talk to mike anymore, since i still have feelings for him. and i dont blame him, but i guess it made me realize my feelings about mike. but.....holy crap, this sucks. I miss him, in more ways than one, and augh! I hate being so uncertain. sooooo FUCKING uncertain. I'm gonna go cry now. later days. 
