  If only to sustain that I am a BAD AWFUl DISGUSTING person. I will never speak ill of Adrienne again. But there is no way in hell that she will ever be allowed to read my blog. Ever. "Hey, it took me a long time to reply to this because i wasn't really sure how. you are a so much different than any other friend i've ever have. you divulge a lot of things to me (which i'm used too, i don't know why but every time i meet someone new without having to pry or anything people just trust me with their past) but at the same time you have a lot of secrets (which i would never demand you to reveal to me even if it seems like i would, and if it comes across like i do than i will try to stop that).
my written letter was a partial reply but well... only partial. this e-mail made me feel really good, because i really have been trying to act mature about the issues i face with you. there are touchy subjects that we disscuss in a way that i've never experienced. you are an amazing person and i don't want you to think that i feel otherwise.
i look up to you in many ways, and our differences intrigue me to continue the friendship, espessially since you've been abandoned before. please don't think ill of me "complaints" i will avoid pestering you because i always feel that my parents should trust my decisions, so there is no reason for me to be questioning those of my friends! happy holidays! two more days till LOTR!! " I am a bad, bad person. 
