  finals weren't as bad as I thought they would be. I'm very thankful that they demanded less of me than I thought they would. other things that happened during finals week and the weeks and months before are a different matter entirely.
it's ok if my world has left me. maybe I will believe in another dream soon enough. if only the dreams would just go away. stop chasing the mirage. become it or deny its existence altogether. forget... forgive... remember... -------------------------------------------------------- someone told me that this comprises a meaningful life: 1) being able to support oneself 2) family 3) contributing to society if everything really all boils down to that, and we are all on our separate paths to reach that... I guess the end result shouldn't be too bad. rocks in the path only block the way temporarily... they are but obstacles that everyone must overcome. if the path were so clear... what would be the point of the journey? I make my own way. 
