  I just read Rags's blog.  All the way from last summer.  It seems so careless that it sickens me.  I guess that's just how it is when everything in the world goes your way.  But then.  boom comes the surprise that maybe this world wasn't made for him.
 and you can see the entries become a little darker.  He's still one of the chosen though.  I wonder who makes the choices?  For the most part,  the decisions are neither logical nor beneficial to those chosen.  Let's just hope his big head doesn't blow up any bigger.
 He's like Alessia,  except not as verbal about how sure he is of his success.  Meh.  Both are sickening in many aspects.  Not the least of which is that they are very difficult to talk to.  It's like they are always condescending to you,
 even though they may make it a joke.  But they know that they don't think it's a joke.  It's not funny to them at all.  If even the slightest thought of their greatness were shattered.  if someone else so humiliated/ defeated/
vanquished them as to undermine their arrogance.  I mean.  God forbid.  It's not funny anymore.  How you laugh AT me.  Maybe that's why you can't talk to me.
 Maybe that's why I have to talk to you.  You listen and don't contribute because you are assured that I am the lesser of the two.  You think you are better.  Don't deny that.  Why don't you focus on yourself some more and figure that conundrum out?  It would do you well.
 But then,  of course,  it's a vicious cycle.  Why would you,  so esteemed and well- off as you are,
 listen to me,  just one of the masses?  It's funny how people always think I'm wrong and continue to discredit everything I try to say.  I think and have known from experience that it's their loss in the end,  not mine.  Suffice it to say that I don't gain much either.
 But that is the way for a lowly person such as I.  Rags:  -  never confronts problems directly,  maybe he likes to think he has none -  runs away whenever possible -
 does nothing in the way of prevention -  thinks too highly of himself for his own good -  blames others for all his problems -  doesn't know what his problems are -  doesn't listen when others try to help/ inform him -
 makes light of serious situations for his own benefit -  tricks and maneuvers into everyone's favor to advance his own agenda -  likes to believe he is everyone's funny friend -  also believes that everyone should want to be his friend -  underestimates too many people -  has a way with breaking promises [
maybe he never meant to make them.  who knows?  -  has a way of hurting people and not realizing it -  cannot think for himself b/ c he is so tainted by his parents pressures -
 needs to stop obeying people who don't respect him or other people he cares about [ this has been very slow in coming to his head.  he says he was raised " well"  and that's why he continues to listen]  -
 needs to stop letting his parents live his life for him 
