  geez....dont blog at ALL....haha. well i'm a freak, and i MUST blog because...... -musical interlude- cl wake me up inside...wake me up inside....call my name and bid my blood to run...blahblahblahblah....cl so i've been brought to life (pun intended haha) and i feel GREAT.
maybe that's why ihave both the inititative and energy to blog. well i gotta power blog since i also have the initiative to start my wrold history hw (prety late) and i have 7 minutes to say all that's on my mind. i'm free...free from marching band!!! i feel horrible though because it's not even like i hated it so much i couldn't tear myself away from it. it was like....it was like jason or kyle or seomthing. something so horribly addictive, so horribly damanaging yet with some hidden benefits.
*shakes head* i'm going to miss all those crazy ppl....no more midget toss with tom, no more whining about psychology at fball games with aaron, no more weird looks from jenny and grant and britni and katey....*sniff* well if i decide to get good at either electric guitar, sax, trumpet, or bari(tone) then i'll join jazz band. haha i NEED jazz band.....i know i'm a wimp and i can't totally detach myself from it forever. but i'm sort of sad....i wanted to be in jazz with chris and phillip...oh well.
it would have been too hard (here comes the rationalizing...) and i have too much going on this year. ok, ok, i know i'll have even MORE going on next year but i'll a) have a head start and b) at least it's not marching band with afterschool practices....damn, but i'm going to have to try OUT for jazz band so that REALLY REALLY sucks....oh well.
gotta get down and dirty with clarinet....if i'm ever going to make region. :-/ so close in middle school (not really ;-p) but anyhow, the counselors were surprisingly nice today about changing my schedule. actually, ms fields was absolutely GREAT. i barely spent 10 minutes talking to her all day, and all i had to do was get mr allen to sign it. maybe she is more sympathetic about dropping tuff stuff than adding it? sure seems that way. but for some reason ms raby was being a real bitch and she made me go to mr allen to get it verified, who merely told me to go wait for ms fields again.
geez...... so i was flipping through college admissions books while waiting around int he office, and man clark looks SOOOOOOOO SCHIZZY!!!!! dude....it's the SCHIZZ!!! if it wasn't for my crazy need for stability, i'd go there. it doesn't have journalism though.....boston u looks slightly less schizzy, but it has both journalism majors and and geography minors so hooray! yue informed me in algebra that vassar has both AND is schizzy AND jackie o went there. it's an all girls school though.....when i get to college, im going to NEED guys. it'll be my new yoga. ;-p man debate is starting toworry me. no aff case, no case files, no partner that i consistently talk to.
this SUCKS. everything is so independent, and i think i'm starting to lose the little respect that me and eleanor gainedt his summer. DAMMIT. naeem is great though......"there are some good cards in your file, you just need to organize it a little better". sweet. justin is being stupid. rach is waaaaaaaay too overextended. i wish i could help. but the OC demands my attention. man i feel evil. i think i' m going to start walking home more.
haha watch me eventually take detours to borders for le cafe. oh well, it's a nice place to work, if i would just remember to bring all my hw (forgot chem and french today) and putting stuff of (did the minimum of world hsit all weekend even though i had beaucoup de temps libre). fraeked out josh today. freaked out myself. man....i put out...ISSUES!!! (a really bad combination of journalism puns) overtime by 2 minutes.......but i want to finish downloading "think twice" by eve 6. oh speaking of songs....this is gonna bug me plenty.
grant played an AWESOME song today at lunch....for jazz band.....i dunno what it's called tthough and i can't remember any words so no special searches for me. i'm going to bug you all and hum it so u can tel me capisce? damn....... *WHINE*TEAR*WAIL* i WANNA BE IN BAND AGIN!!!!!! someone remind me to go to their concert and sign up for region. ciao babes........ man ingrid had on a cute outfit today. 
