  damn it raghu, you probably dont know how fucking mad i am right now. DO YOU THINK I FUCKING SCREAM MY HEAD OFF FOR NO REASON? THE PROBLEM IS NOT ME RIGHT NOW. IT NEVER IS. DONT BEGRUDGE ME OF THE ONLY HAPPINESS I WILL EVER HAVE RIGHT NOW. DONT MAKE ME SMASH YOUR HEAD IN WITH A SLEDGEHAMMER. ALL YOU HAVE TO FUCKING DO IS GIVE ME MY FUCKING BEACHES FILE.
let me reiterate that "my" i lent it to you to write the file which you did not turn out. that you are using it now for your personal use is extremely wrong, and god help me, if i dont get that file by the time i get off hte bus from stratford, you are going to find yourself with no files at all. and YES that is a threat. i can't stop you from being gay in most aspects, but this is a separate matter. a private one. i can sue for this you know. 
