  NOTE: WE PROLLY SHOULDN'T READ THIS AT HTE ZOO ANYMORE; OR WHEN ROBBY IS AROUND ANYWAY. *sigh* i really dont feel fifteen. and feel is supposed to be italicized but italics doesn't work here for some reason even tho there's a button/html command for it. anyway.... yah, so anyway i dont feel fifteen. i feel 14 and very adolescent-y, not teenagery. i suppose i could now get a job and whatnot but damn i feel so insignificant and YOUNG!
sheeeesh. lol well, it was a pretty nice b-day. on account of hte rain, the picnic is being rescheduled indefinitely, but after the speech test me and mona and bianca went to meyerland, where we met up with the rogers people. u know, i think meyerland is actually pretty nice.....discovered new things to do. but i'm afraid it's sort of a very preppy, non-bring your boyfriend sort of activity. it's not borders.......it's *shopping*!
lol. not shoppigng shopping cuz u know how broke i am but mostly just *grab all u want and run to hte fitting rooms* sort of thing. i actually did end up getting something to commerorate my becoming (sort of) a woman but i'm afraid it's very er......ingrid (*cringe*) so i'm not sure you want to know. lol. but i was so mad, i ended up getting green bc all the pretty red ones with the flowery pattern around the neck (hole) were in large...........yeesh. anyway....... right so, that's the new thing to do at meyerland.
ooh and we went to bridesmart! *ahhh* trying stuff on was cool.....(i am SOO wearing either that stripey black and white or hte turqoisey one for prom. if i end up getting an older boyfreidn....phalanges intersected......then i suppose i'd get both. ) but now i can't go there for a really long time or they will remember me and be like what happdn to that party......lol..... zoo is great. barbara is scary. but she's alright.
i need my coffee though.....i couldn't function w/o coffee.....and then when patrick (cute gift/coffee shop guy) called and said he was bringing some over i got excited but then he never came. ima go storm in and ask what happened tomorrow. :-) but then i went later and laura (nice lady at gift shoop) made me a mocha latte anyway. damn yue, ur missing all the drama! haha zoo drama, and wellllll....... let's get to hte good stuff. chasing down guys at hte zoo.
reflections: - stephen is aparently at hte West Palm Beach Zoo. clarifications later (when i decide to sto being a wimp and ask cassie). u know what.....31 was just a wee bit too far. he's biologically old enuff to be my daddy ! (and not in a weird sexual way hahha) - abraham is probably my soul mate (i can see all our lives being a 90210 sort of thing, and if so then i will marry him after being really screwed up by an older, arrogant guy) but i dont think right now i am feeling a whole lot of you know what. my fault really as you know what MY taste in guys is.
older, arrogant, asshole. :-) so.......what iv'e discovered at hte zoo so far. - patrick: gift shop. went out with sarah so that would just be weird. pfilia old. worked at starbucks for 6 yrs.
does not deliver coffee or keep promises apparently. do i mind? no. - ----: unamed guy at gift shop. *whew* hot as ........... szechuan cooking. (not hte empress kind, hte good kind haha) - robbie: yes....THAT robbie.
i'd go out with him. :-) but he's no stephen fisher, as he keeps eluding to him. i wonder when i am going to get around to the museum to deliver you know what. am i ever giong to give paul his card? who knows. i love yue and eleanor!!!!!
u guys are great. :-) my zoo buddies........seriously yue, clerical is the shiz. even eleanor can't handle theatrical..........lol barbara says you are "shy in some respects but she can really be out there". care to explain? haha. dont worry about ragie poo.....he wont be rags.
and i'm sorry about that ingrid allusion earlier. life is good. it will stay good. and we wont have to worry about a thing bc hte universe loves us. *ahhhh* wow the shorts are in. *gasp* thankie for hte b-day hugs!
i still can't believ ei'm 15. going out with a 15 year old is so much better than a 14 yr old, maybe now my dreams of pfilia will come true. hahahha. i'm jk! but anyway, i just know this year is gonna be great. we'll be doing so much stuff it wont even matter if my indefinite search for mr. perfect doesn't yield any results......................... why is my taste so weird? lol.......but i suppose it's best put as yue does it.
"older, nurting man". you got THAT right. but does nobody want to be a nurturer? it's alright.....i'm buzzed on cofee finally, but i will have to figure out a way to get to the zoo early and get myself coffee on theatrical days. SEE THE BIRD SHOW!!!!! pogo is the cutest but it's not hte same when cassie does it. 
