  there are so few good people in the world. heh. it's a shame. don't worry jane... i'll only leave you occasionally.
I dunno about that sanity part, but as for wonderful and happy... I heard something as I was flipping through the channels on TV (I know, *gasp* friday night tv?!?! hey, i was sick!). there's this dude (he's supposed to be God or something. pshht) talking to this girl after somebody died. girl: why does living have to hurt so much? guy: it is because you see the suffering of others.
girl: so if i just became detached and didn't care, it wouldn't hurt? guy: *shrugs* you were programmed to become attached to people. ^ i think there was a point to that... can't think of it right now... but there IS a point!!! yesterday i bought the finding nemo dvd (parents thought i'd grown backwards or something) and watched it. a movie i can laugh at... finally! it's got a interesting point too... maybe i should make my mom see it again and realize what it is: let your children live.
how else would they learn anything? hehe right. so i guess you're at the homecoming game now. bellaire losing as horribly as predicted? YOU need some holiday spirit. come watch Elf with me sometime... or do something that'll get you away from home. why isn't your dad here? damn those chinese parents. they never listen. it'll be a lot easier for THEM if they listened, too. you'll pass... through fire no less... but you'll pass. 
