  i was looking through the old emails today. from my michigan people. from my pershing people. from people i do not see or talk to anymore. so i (naturally) started crying/thinking. how does one let go?
rags brought up a very good point. you do not "lose" someone if you can still remember them. but if you haven't kept up with them, people change, and aren't they as good as a stranger to you now anyway? you don't really "know" them if you've lost touch. and the friendship can't be there after all these years. heh i'm like the communist govt. of china: new era=destroy the past... but i want to reconnect with some of the old people.
i know, i know that sounds really idiotic of me... but these are the people that i grew up with, the people that shaped my childhood, and in some ways the people who have helped me to find "self". i have the email adds ready, so only one question is hindering me: do they still remember me? oh well, there's only one way to find out. >.< 
