  a wudge is....well it's sort of a jane/naeem thing. "wink wink nudge nudge" --> "wudge wudge" heehee dude today was pretty dismal. i didnt do anything all day. i didn't have anything to do. dont with debate, no world history book, nowhere to go. so i went joggint to bellaire and back.
i checked on my streets software, it's about 3 miles. hooray! i did it all in 40 minutes, but odnt worry i'm not THAT slow. walking time included of course. heehee. then i got home and i felt all nasty...so i took a shower.
but it creeped the living daylights outa me to come home finding my mom watching a documentary about how proxima centauri will explode soon and all the gamma rays will kill all but hte most sheltered species of earth. so then i was bored. did random things. oh but here's something that been pissing me off. well, three things actualy. four if you separte the last two incidents.
1) jonathan earl is a dumbass. i handed in my coral reef file today, and apparently they were having some sort of "cx hierarchy" meeting yesterday is stubbs' office. i walked in to give rach my file, and i did, andt hen i sort of invited myself to stay. i was pretty fucking hurt that i wasn't invited to this, but naeem glossed it over pretty well. i stayed. and then last night, pretyt late, jonathon earl pops up on justin's sn and sttarts chastizing me....can u believe that?
jonathan EARL of all people chastizing ME on JUSTIN's sn. well, beofre i knew it ws jon, i was pretty pissed off at justin anyway. just another way he doesn't respect me and eleanor. and when i found ot it was jon, i was even more pissed because i KNOw he doesn't respect us. dude...so here's the deal. me and eleanor recut rachel shen's file on coral reefs because *der* that the assignment.
apparently he was aghast at the fact that i didn't give her any credit for it, and now she was sort of upset about it. well, i was sorry that she was upset cuz she's an awesome person and stuff, so i told him that he could put her name on the file. well, no this jerkass continues for 10 minutes about how you dont "just recut someone else's file", "not give them any credit", "you shoudl put her name on it", "she's really upset", etc etc. while i sat there aim screaming at him in caps about how i was sorry about it, how he could change it if he wanted to, how i didn't know but i would do so in the future. all the while, naeem tells me it doens't really matte anyway. ugh.
so then....he finally realizes that i dont hae the fucking file anymore (even though i turned it in to rach RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM and how justin was mentioning it to him already....), and he's like "oh". and then he warns me a couple times for kicks. so basically this is pissing me off bc a) i get defnesive about my work ALWAYS and 2) he apparently respects us so little, all he notices are the flaws and nothing else. nada. if it wasn't for rach and eleanor i swear i'd quit this stupid ass debate team. the patriarchy is up the schiz....... 2) so rach sends this email with the tentative partners for the year.
i notice somthing wrong with it (hari's not on it, and meena is therefore misplaced) and i go "what happnd to hari? " and then he replies to me with this creepy, self-pitying email. then he decides to im me, thanking me for inquiring after his well-being. well i couldn't ignore that gesture, no matter how misconstrued it was, so i unblock him and decide to vent out all my rage onto him for fucking me up with yue and raghu, of course with a warning that said all he ahd to do was sit tight and it would all be over. so this jerkass decides to keep whining about how he's sorry, how he's never loved anyone before besides me, how i led him on......how he merely "misquoted" what he said to yue and raghu........... so i'm all raging at him in caps and then i bllocked him again and told him i would try it again later. *whew* blood pressure: i dont wanna know.
3) so i had nothing to do today at all. obviously, as i went jogging.oh wow, wait this makes 5 things i am mad about. i went to bellaire to drop off some kleenex, and then i took out josh's bio book and started looking thru it to see if we really needed to "borrow" it in april, and then this really crazy bitch comes by ( a fish, from what she was talking about: french 2 with ms simon) in her cute little red short shorts and then she does one oft hose fake coughs really loudly like *cough* are you KIDDING ME? *cough* because apparently she thought i was a dork and was reading my books before school started. *rolls eyes* that shouldn't bother me because she is a bitch and there is nothing wrong with what i was doing or what she thought i was doing but since i'm on a roll i'm going to add it to my list of major peeves.... 4) so anyway after i got home and figured out eleanor wasn't either, i asked my mom if there was naythings he wanted me to do. i had already done some laundry for her, and i was bored again so she's all "make dinner.
ther's a chken thawing in the sink, and make some vegetables and make some rice too. " well, i dont how much blind faith/overly high expectations (second one) she puts in me, because then she just left, went to her room, and started watching some chinese soaps on DVD. andt hen i spend the next two hours laboring over the three basics of a chinese meal (rice, veggie, meat) and then i am all proud of myself later because even though i KNOW it's horrible, i did it all by myself and is tll considred it to be edible. well my mom comes out while i am on the phoen with josh and then starts complaining about how i baked it, instead of made soup (you NEVEr bake hens, they only make soup! ) and i'm all "well i'm sorry, it's too late and besides you never told me what to do with it", and then she is all like "w/e...when your dad comes hom i'm telling him you made it and then you can see what HE thinks. " and i'm all "go away" bc i thought my dad would undersatnd.
so my dad comes home....and apparently he doesn't. even though i have had no culinary training wahtsoever, and has previous experience with my cooking, he still goes off about how the chicken is horrible, and then continues to insult me further by ordering pizza on the phone. begeezus. it was NOT that bad. i ate it myself, i ate a lot actually. and it was NOT bad.
i'm like, "just try it", and then he takes a tiny nibble, makes a face, and then declares it to be horrible. well, i maybe could have dealth with that if he would have shut up right then, but nooooo he decides to go on and on about it, and then while washing the dishes because he "punished" me by making me wash dishes, he continues to ramble on and on about how i should have watche dmy mom make dinner every nght, how i should ahve somehow recognized that it was a hen, not a chiekn from the bare naked skin, how i am ahorrible cook and a failure in everything i have ever done, especially this. this, coming from the guy who thought i was a good debater, then went off at me and eleanor on the night we lost semis to crosby A at pearland and failed to qual for state. somebody reall does need to do something for those schizophrenics. and THEN he continues to ramble about how, where, when and hw many bins i should buy for SEA because i am apparently incompetent at everything. more nick picking continues with how apparently didn't stack the dishes right, and when i go to fix it he continues and i blow a fuse and start screaming about hw he oesn't need to repeat himself 10 times when it comes to criticisms, especially as i am on my way to fixing it.
THEN he goes on about how i spend too much time blogging. then he settles onto the couch to read those damn chinese newspapers. *whew* i'm tired. i would leave that "parental expectations" brochure out for him, but i know he'd just throw it away. i thikn i'll hang it up in my locker for a few laughs...... phillip's finally burned those movies i wanted. hooray!
lol....but now i have to cough up some cash for him. lol.......ift here's one thing my dad's good for, it's for randomly handing out cash. someone remind me to call david. i'm bad at that. jane 
