  yue, where are you?? i called u today.......awww hope u weren't sleeping too late. *slaps raghu* damn you for keeping her up so late, this cant be good for her biorythm!! lol. eleanor.....where are you? i'm worried dude.
i know it's my fault cuz i've been gone all day for the last two days but let me know you are alive............i love you dude and u know i get cranky when i've been eleanor deprived. haha...but not as badly as hari. *wink* ooh i finally downloaded the new ie! *whew* now i can blog in peace, and not in stupid blogger lofi. wtf was that?? hahahaha.......... but i still can't open stupid pdf files ont his.
maybe it's hte comp...well lol you can't do it either so it's not my fault. i'll be at uh tomorrow...if they cant open it then screw it. hahaha.......man that lady is being so unhelpful. i emailed her for a reason, i dont wnt to get referred back to the website i got her email address from! geez.............. had an ok day at the zoo today. got there only half an hour late, slow going in the morning, but then in the afternoon i felt like the shizz!!
lol we played a disco cd, and then the grease soundtrack, and we were dancing like idiots. haha......hey, u can't talk, wasn't it u who keeps quoting "dance like nobody's around" ? lol.........i love being a delusional psycho......... oh, but anyways so more crap happened today with mitchell. UGH. after false truce after false truce.......total shit happened, and i think that's where i'm going to leave it. but here's something: if i say, "dude, i dont want to be friends anymore, the sight, sound, and mere mention of your name makes me want to vomit...." then you DONT argue and debate why i should still be your friend.
GET A HINT YOU MANWHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but josh: i love you completely, and don't you forget it. basal or romantic, i am yours always. i want to make you happy, i hope i'm your bitch and matriarch forever. haha how schizo is that? well it's me........ thank you so much about what you said about the poem.
it means a lot to me, to know i'm not a total fake. haha....i can't believe i actually wrote something depressing while i was really happy, and it's funny cuz of all that symbolism about how i hate debate and pessimists and all of the plagiarism. haha not that i hate any of those things but it's funny how these things work out isn't it? you are GREAT!!!! reaffirmation: 7.12.03 ani ohevet ot'ach. i love all you guys.....yue and eleanor......exist!
lol jk jane 
