  so that didn't work out. wimped out. called meena. 3 wayed abe. he was busy. it was a foreshadowy thing. i hate it. if we did end up getting together i think that it owuld just not work out. he's so busy. he's got so many friends. and so many other things to do. and i dont think he wants to make me a very big priority.
not that i blame him. but it just wouldn't work out. but i will still call him after he gets back from the gym. in other news........ the zoo is being really stupid. i mean i really miss last year. if yue thinks theatrical is horrible and clerical is the shiz, then i think she woulda loved last yer. it was so cool......there was none of this stupid interpretative stuff. it was actually EDUCATIONAL. like who wouldn't wanna know not to feed the animals. deb says we maybe do some puppet shows in the BEC. we have puppets after all. and what else sucks is that everyone is so factioned now. there's too many people now so that we have to do really stupid things like inventory the adopt an animal stuff, and now we dont even get to know each other bc we are all so sectioned.
if we had an office last year it woulda been the shiz but now it's just so horrible bc all hte old ppl hang out and hte new ppl are just.....not in clerical. except for nikka but sh'e kindaa out of it. all for now. done complaining. have to make up a thatical day on monday... yay!!!! fun with yue. anyway..... hope the berverly hills stuff works out. raghu says that show is the shiz.
i think u''ll be interested in knowing that he also suggested i pee on the floor. -_- what a horrible joke. jane wanted: an older nurturing man. key word nurturing. implies not minding spending time with me. sheesh. ps i had a dream about being jewish. 
