  well isn't this fan-freaking-tastic. i am having a lovely day because i called in sick to barbara so i got to sleep till 3, ate in my PJs, and then was online for a very very long time. doing things i really like to do, that i should have been doing for a reallyr eally long time. checking email, replying to josh (who happens to be the only non-business email i get anyway), uploading pics, and finally writing in the blog.
and then i sign into IM and raghu the wonderful pops up, and says "CALL HIM!!!!!!! he told me to tell you to CALL HIM! " which makes me want to go into a coma for a few days bc i hadn't been planning on doing that until this weekend. and why? because now i have a situation on my hands. ok ok, i know most people wouldn't consider this a situation by any means but I LIKE JOSH TOO!!!! he's absolutely great, everything that abraham is, plus 2 years. and i know that's a very pointles 2 years since they are both great but it's me!!!! it's JANE! who likes seniors! and of course i know that most of all liking josh is pointless because.......... "When I said "wait," I meant I don't ask anyone out nor truly express an interest in anyone. Of course, there are one or two I'd ask out if I were in a different situation, but they are non-Jewish. "So, I wait. " Also, it's not like girls are knocking down my door anyway.." and yet, we are still going to lunch and a movie this weekend.
a nice friendly time except that he is great, and so is abraham. i could have gotten it figured out this weekend. and i could have gone to see finding nemo with abe on sunday and everything could have been perfect. but now it's thrusday, and i have to call abraham right after i am done posting and i dont know what i'll say, or if i'll want to say it ON THE P HONE.
Jane the Frustrated ps sorry if i sound so horribly sarcastic and pissy but yah it's abraham and if i do something wrong then so much of the good from my freshman year will leave me forever. pps russian really is easy...... ya lublu tyebya! 
